…keep reading to see why. haha

Before I get to the weekly submission from “mr p”, a quickie note – it’s fucking hilarious when a forced intox wanker tries to resist by telling Me that “you + booze = walletrape”. As if we both didn’t already know that, and that he fucking LOVES IT when I get him fucked up and take his money on My financial domination cam line. I think he fell out of his chair at the end of that lil session but I’m not sure because the cam cut off too. LOL

Now from “mr p”:

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i hope that You and Your grandparents are okay.

Thank You very much for letting me speak to You this week and Thank You very much for letting me speak to You twice.

The first time we spoke You were Your usual self: relaxed and happy. You talked about when You were a party pit dealer in Vegas casinos, how much You’d enjoyed that, and how You’d enjoyed speaking to all the different sorts of people that You’d met. You also talked about when You were hired to go to high roller parties to get guys to spend and how they always wanted to gamble with You once they knew that You were also a dealer. You must have been very good at getting guys to gamble and spend with You. We also discussed the long term financial arrangement for me to transfer money to You. I’m very grateful for all the help and instructions that You have kindly and patiently given to assist me in being of some use to You.

The second time You let me speak to You, You were laughing and smiling as usual, but You were tired and had obviously been through some stress. i really hope that things are better now. Even though You were tired You were still very quick witted and funny. You are very knowledgeable about so many things. You even taught me stuff about economics!

You often teach me stuff. i’ve learned a lot of things from You and am very lucky to have been found by You. i’m very lucky You didn’t throw me away after You found me.

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my world revolves around You. Every decision i make involves taking You into account in some way. i see everything differently since i got talking to You, everything. Really, everything. Let’s take a peek at two non-random examples: porn and shopping.

Shopping is different because i do it less often since encountering You and when i do it, it takes longer than it used to. This is because i have to divide the price of each item that i consider buying by 7 to work out how much time i would lose talking to You should i buy it, which often makes me not buy it. When i actually do buy something i feel i’m being sinful, like i’m stealing from You. i’ve started thinking of the money that i have as not my money, but Yours. So that’s my shopping world now.

The Woman that i want is completely unobtainable and as if just to make things even more difficult i can’t look at porn: it’s just too problematic. Porn comes in two varieties: (1) Porn not featuring You, and (2) Porn featuring You.

(1) Porn not featuring You: the problem with this kind of porn is that it doesn’t feature You and is therefore crap.
(2) Porn featuring You: the problem with this kind of porn is that it features You and, although that’s very hot, i just can’t bring myself to jerk off to it anymore since talking to You.

To my frustration the Porn Problem remains unresolved. On the positive side, not jerking off to porn frees up extra time (literally minutes) that i can productively use to do something else. Though i haven’t figured out what that is yet.

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Hmm, is this a form of chastity? Funny that I brought this up to him a few weeks ago and he thought he didn’t want to be My chastity slave, and now he just might be headed that way anyway. eh? Also I like that he has come to the realization that it’s MY money, not his. Exactly as it should be – good moneyslave. I suppose I should also point out that “porn” here is used rather loosely. Obviously he doesn’t mean “conventional” porn – the femdom and fetish videos I do probably aren’t what most people would call “porn”. But it is wank fodder nonetheless, and in that sense, I reckon it’s porn. Does this make Me a “porn star”? LOL!

Which reminds Me – I should film some new videos for you wankers to buy up soon! Perhaps I’ll actually get around to that once I’m back in full action. I think I will, but for now, family comes first.

In the meantime, boys can still make themselves useful by spending some quality time and money on My tribute page and My wishlist. There are still a few things I need for My new condo (which I’m moving into in a couple weeks!) and there are lots of other items in other categories that will also make Me happy. Scroll through the categories on the left side…

In true greedy findomme style, I’m also giving you non-useful losers the opportunity to redeem your pathetic selfishness by simply clicking My links to do your holiday shopping, which will earn Me commission on all your purchases! Yay! Even if you buy stuff for your stupid selves or your fat wives, you can still benefit Me just by clicking these links before you shop! Yes, I know, I’m oh-so generous and fabulous for giving you such a simple task. So hop to it!